Resistance

I was looking online for new beautiful heels and look what I stumbled upon. The effects of wearing TOO MUCH heels. Ouch man!! But yet again, look!

How can you resist her? ♥

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Shoe Evolution XD

Thought of the day, DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS? Is it a door stopper? or is it a vase? Or maybe it's a book holder? Mhm, a stationary box? I knoww, it's a coin box!

Well, tought luck cause that's a FOLDABLE HIGH HEEL -.-"

Haha, as we know shoes, especially ladies shoes are getting more weirder and more uncommon.

Firstly, these are something I clearly have not came upon to before.

And this!! I mean, I understand that the metallic colours are becoming a trend but who in their right mind would WEAR this? This, this, METAL!


Then there are these babies. Well, they are more normal than the others but trust me, these aren'y shoes! These are MURDER WEAPONS! Whoever created the name for them had definitely experienced it. "Killer Heels" we call them -.-"

Ahh, the "Stripper Heels", hahaha, I honestly don't know why they're called that but heck, these one's beautiful alright. Maybe a tee-wee to high for me but still amazing.

Wooden chuncks (: The newest trend this is. I mean, most heels now are have that heart thingy at the back or its made of wood, but yeaaa, the height of this one kinda ruined the whole thing.

The Heel-less High Heels? Err.. let's just say whoever can walk in these for a whole day truely gains my respects (:

Well the graphics are nice I guess but heck I would NEVER EVER wear this. Come on, it's GHASTLY :S

Now that's more like it (: The most normal one this evening.

Last but not least, for those girls who have a boyfriend or husband who are a total car-lover, maybe you can transmit their eternal love, passion and their willing-ness to spend thousands and millions of cash on their car into a passion and love to buy you ladies MORE LOVELY HEELS! It only makes sense since it's mutual that way. We ladies get new shoes and they get to spend their money on cars. Just that .....

It's more of a SHOE-CAR than a CAR-CAR (: haha, the new Lamborgini Heels (:

xoxo, ever yours,
a total shoe geek,
Virginie Laurency.

A Bad Start :(

The new year had barely just begun && I'm already having a bad start. This is SOOOOOOO frustrating :( Each year I kept hearing the same phrase over and over again. "Just wait till next year, things will change", "oh, just wait a little more, I'm sure everything will be better", " Just bare with me a little more. Next year, we'll have a fresher start". Pfft, you know what?! BULLSHIT! I'm tired of hearing reassuring words. Come on la, I'm 18 years old, I'm not a kid you can leave in the dark. Turn better they say, but yet why is it somewhat getting worst? I have already been holding myself back from spending. Okay fine, there are many things that I want in life, but due to the so called "little problem", we've got to stretch our finance a little bit to cover up for survival. Fine, I can take that. But from one month lead to another and another and soon another. I could have gotten my car like since october. It's free you know, so it was supposed to be like my birthday present. For a second hand (don't know how many generation passed down), it's in an awesome condition. Very very good engine, strong metals and it's size is just perfect for me. Not too big, not too small. It's BLOODY FREE!! But yet we had to wait. FOR WHAT?! It's been ready for 3 months. Now?!? New complications. Expired road tax and expired insurance that we could NOT afford for right now. Almost everything also cannot afford. Fine fine, no car, wait another year, nevermind. But it's like, dude!! To know that one, we still in debt and I have to stretch for yet another month, which trust me, will lead to another and another. It's like once and for all take everything away from me. I thought if I were to be patient, things would really start off better this year. It's been quite a few months now, I see things that makes me go ga-ga, that makes my knees weak and not be able to buy them. That I can actually just LUST for them. I know this is very meterial thinking but we're living in a material world. There is no escaping. && I'm not exactly those type of people who go and swipe your mom's credit card till it's left with nothing. I am the kind who saves up my own money with my own effort to buy the things I like. But how am I to do that when the we're even having problems to give me my allowance for me to save up in the first place?? I guess where we're headed is not a situation I will like, but eventually I'd settle for it if I was either warned/prepared or if it was to be cut down bit by bit. This is like BOMB! VIRGINIE YOU'RE BROKE!! So basically now no money for road tax, no money for insurance, no money to pay debts, no money for college fees (if PTPTN decideds to shit on us), no money for nice lunch/dinner, no money for entertainment which means no more movie night, no more dvds, no money for new clothes. WHAT THE HELL, i've been waiting to buy new undergarments for months!! This seriously sucks!! It sucks just so so badddd!! :'( I am just so frustrated right now. Mommy kept asking me not to worry about our finacials. But heck, I'm already feeling the pinch and it's a BIG sore!

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Welcome 2010!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I am glad to say that as the new year approach (which it already did), I have stepped further away from 2009. And with it, I will leave behind all the heartaches I have encountered, all the dissapointments I have felt, all the unfortunate events that had occured, all the tears that I have shed, all the troubles I have gone through, && all the obstacles I have overcome. For this is a new and promising year. A year blessed by the Lord for I have lay down my life before him. This year, I will be a better student in college, a better friend to the many people I know, a better daughter to my mother && a better blessing to the nation. For this is the year where the good will arise and the bad be oppressed! And so, to begin a wonderful new journey, I shall first list down the goals I have for this year.

Goals for 2010:-

SPIRITUALLY
Firstly,I want to make a habit in reading His word daily. To draw closer to the Lord in prayers and in worship. I have decided that this is the day I begin to make a difference first in myself.
" Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path" Psalm 119:105

Secondly, I would not make excuses to myself but to give more unto the Lord. I will choose to help out more at church and to be more dedicated as well as committed into the worship ministry.

PHYSICALLY
I would like to achive better health. In which I have decided to put more effort in jogging. I would watch over my diet as in, less junk food, less carbonated drinks, less donuts&cupcakes. Oh and, I want to lose a few weight.

EMOTIONALLY
I have made up my mind, once again, that this year I will not get involve in any relationship which I am not ready for. It is going to be a tough one but it will take much effort. I will stay away from possible heartaches and unnecessary headache.

I have also decided that I will put myself before others. Whatever I do, I will want to be happy about my decisions. I will not involve myself in things that I am not happy to begin with.

Lastly, I will do more activities that I will enjoy. Such as reading more books, watching more movies and definitely MORE (balanced) SHOPPING!! Window and non-window that is.

MENTALLY
I will choose to stay cheerful at all times and to be calm through all things. For every frown I own, i'll try to turn it upside-down cause in every smile lays hope. I will make sure that my thoughts will always be of positive things and that I will constantly stay optimistic. I will choose to stay away from negative thinking and thoughts of the enemy. I shall make pure my mind for it will be a mind filled with the love of God.

EDUCATIONALLY
I am going to put much more effort in learning French again. This time, I will not give up for I have a strong influence and a very very strong strive to achieve this goal. These are non other than the other side of my family whom I love dearly and missed just so much.

I will make sure I get my sewing classes and maybe take up dance classes (:

I will definitely put much more effort in my studies at college and finish up my assignment not at a last-minute thing.

FINANCIALLY
I have decided to start saving up money. I will put aside my money for emergency splurges or any other kind of emergencies. Oh && that means less shopping to make it easier ;D

I might have to take a part-time job and start working & studying at the same time. This is so I can earn my own money to maybe pay for the car insurance and petrol (:

TIME MANAGEMENT
I will organize my time perfectly this year with the help of an organizer. I have decided that time is indeed gold and therefore I shall make good use of them. && also to help me finish up my work and not having to stress myself in rushing last minute works.

RELATIONSHIP
Firstly, I will work to make my relationship with my mother a more peaceful one. Where we would bond more and take time to understand each other.

Next, I will choose to spend more time with my family. To have fun together and to just enjoy each others company. Nice and sweet quality time.

Then, I will work out my relationship with my cousins, Eleonore, Maud & Theophile. To get to know the better and closer.

I will put more effort in writing to my grandparents and to ensure them that I still love them even thought I am far across the Red Sea.

Following, I will be more available to the people I care about. Friends whom I have not been too close with in 2009 such as:-
Insyira, Aida, Syira, Ashela, Tyka, Zaza, Weyna, Kroll, Rose, Nashuha, Izzy, Chenelle, Elle, Adelin, Annaliza, Aamyra, Kathleen, Nadia, Sabrina, Fareed.
And to be closer to those who still cares and wants to spend quality time together such as:
Asif, Akif, Razin, Hafis, Faliiq, Jarrel, Irsyad, Faizal, Alif, Aish, HafizSyaz (:

Lastly, I would love to fellowship more with churchmates and CG members as well as the Youth in which together we burn a fire for the Lord.


These are the goals I have set for myself in this new year 2010. I will discipline myself to achieve these goals and therefore, I will be a new and better person. So, I bid 2009 farewell and hello hello 2010!

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.

Cousins (:

It's been a really really long time since. The last I've met my lovely cousins were 5 years ago and oh how much I've missed them. I was given the opportunity to talk to them and see them again yesterday and I am very grateful and happy for it. Can you ever imagine having two gorgeous and mature looking girls as your cousins? Yea, so can I. But heck, my cousins are as lovely as the moon ans stars in the sky.


This is Maud. She is 2 years younger than me. Which makes her 17 this coming november. Like I said, she has grown to be very very beautiful. So yes, we webcam-ed last night all the way till 8 in the morning. I literally stayed up to spend time catching up with her. (:


Now this is my youngest cousin. She is 15 years old this april. See, i told you they're very matured looking. Beautiful girl she is. Ma petite ♥ I spend a lot of time catching up with her too.

Lastly would be my cousin brother who is 1 year older than me. He's been supporting me in learning my french and to go back home and stay. I am also eager to meet him and spend time with him and the rest of my family to but for now, we shall wait. We were on msn last night, talking and he told me he'll be back in about 2 - 3 hours later. Let's just say he never did come back. Haha, must have fallen asleep (: So no webbie pic with him. Anyhoo, I stole a picture of him in facebook. So yea, this is him down there. The handsome looking boy (:

Dis Salut a Theophile. Il est ma cousin (:

p/s: click on image to enlarge

xoxo, ever yours,
Virginie Laurency.